Revelations --- Chaos Magick

Law of Attraction is practically my religion. Its the only thing that feels right, that and quantum physics, and alchemy, energy and the Hemetic Tradition: as above, so below, as within so without ....etc...Let me Tell you what I believe.

This may or may not influence whether or not my approach on energy is right for you, my readers, I may not have many followers but I know I got quite a few readers, or at least more than I do followers -grin-. Anyway, I was watching, well, rather, re-watching the Secret, and realized something. Its like the bible for me, the Secret, it allows me to see something new every time I watch it or read it. And this time I realized why my life wasn't up to speed yet. It was the quote, by Bob Proctor, "You've got to pay attention, to what you're attracted to, because as you hold images of what you want, you're going to be attracted to things and they're going to be attracted to you."

And so I asked myself, what am I attracted to. And I realized that was what was conflicting and confusing my polarity. I want this life of happiness, peace and stabilty, but really, I'm attracted to the beauty of the Melancholy, the destroyed and fallen seeking redemption, the dystopic, dismal, grim, gloomy underbelly of life, the blood that drizzles and drips from wounds from passively walking on the otherside of the Veil where people don't employ the Secret to better their life, they let their residual reality just string them along into this complacency.

So, I am going to challenge myself, this is the second Star Challenge Week I've given myself in the space of a month, but why not. The first Star Challenge Week went quite well, I'd like to think. Would have went better if I didn't procrastinate so much. But I will focus and pretend I'm in ritual 24/7. Like a 24/7 D/s relationship with the universe, kinky and sensual, just what I need. Ignoring the static of residual reality, the Shaitans of the Multiverse, whispers of thoughts, ghosts in the human machine of a brain, trying to hack into current, uncorrupted files, people trying to preach and influence other corruption into my system.

I won't listen. We won't listen. We will come out on Top and ready to rock the world.

This is a test, like Chaos Magick, you just try a bunch of stuff, different things and then you go with what works, I've found a few things that work for me sometimes, but the one thing that always works, and continues to work for me, is magick. Will. Intention. Emotion. Its Magick and it works, and I want to learn more. I want to feed this part of me. If anything, that song, 'the world is a vampire' is partly true. Everything is something that you have to feed, nurture with psychic energy. They are very literally 'seeds' and seeds grow into fruits which can be eaten by other people or beings, and not just you, which is why when you do something, do things, you invest energy and you feel drained or 'tired' at the end of the day/night ... whatever. Its why you should choose what you invest your energy in wisely, choose things that correspond on some level to your bliss, whatever that is. Find your bliss, and broaden your mind and you will change the world from the inside ... out.

xXxStars In DarknessxXx