Revelations --- Chaos Magick

Law of Attraction is practically my religion. Its the only thing that feels right, that and quantum physics, and alchemy, energy and the Hemetic Tradition: as above, so below, as within so without ....etc...Let me Tell you what I believe.

This may or may not influence whether or not my approach on energy is right for you, my readers, I may not have many followers but I know I got quite a few readers, or at least more than I do followers -grin-. Anyway, I was watching, well, rather, re-watching the Secret, and realized something. Its like the bible for me, the Secret, it allows me to see something new every time I watch it or read it. And this time I realized why my life wasn't up to speed yet. It was the quote, by Bob Proctor, "You've got to pay attention, to what you're attracted to, because as you hold images of what you want, you're going to be attracted to things and they're going to be attracted to you."

And so I asked myself, what am I attracted to. And I realized that was what was conflicting and confusing my polarity. I want this life of happiness, peace and stabilty, but really, I'm attracted to the beauty of the Melancholy, the destroyed and fallen seeking redemption, the dystopic, dismal, grim, gloomy underbelly of life, the blood that drizzles and drips from wounds from passively walking on the otherside of the Veil where people don't employ the Secret to better their life, they let their residual reality just string them along into this complacency.

So, I am going to challenge myself, this is the second Star Challenge Week I've given myself in the space of a month, but why not. The first Star Challenge Week went quite well, I'd like to think. Would have went better if I didn't procrastinate so much. But I will focus and pretend I'm in ritual 24/7. Like a 24/7 D/s relationship with the universe, kinky and sensual, just what I need. Ignoring the static of residual reality, the Shaitans of the Multiverse, whispers of thoughts, ghosts in the human machine of a brain, trying to hack into current, uncorrupted files, people trying to preach and influence other corruption into my system.

I won't listen. We won't listen. We will come out on Top and ready to rock the world.

This is a test, like Chaos Magick, you just try a bunch of stuff, different things and then you go with what works, I've found a few things that work for me sometimes, but the one thing that always works, and continues to work for me, is magick. Will. Intention. Emotion. Its Magick and it works, and I want to learn more. I want to feed this part of me. If anything, that song, 'the world is a vampire' is partly true. Everything is something that you have to feed, nurture with psychic energy. They are very literally 'seeds' and seeds grow into fruits which can be eaten by other people or beings, and not just you, which is why when you do something, do things, you invest energy and you feel drained or 'tired' at the end of the day/night ... whatever. Its why you should choose what you invest your energy in wisely, choose things that correspond on some level to your bliss, whatever that is. Find your bliss, and broaden your mind and you will change the world from the inside ... out.

xXxStars In DarknessxXx

Exploring Energy 1

I first found out about energy via vampirism. I wouldn’t call myself a vampire and if I’m honest with myself I wouldn’t call myself anything but kin. I am something more than human and other than human, otherkin. But I cannot deny that even we, or I have a special relationship with energy.

I can sense it, feel it and I am beginning to learn how to affect it, manipulate it: to control my own reality. I have come across some exercises that help me, in my beginning studies, various books and websites, I only have two at the moment, but before we get to that, I think we need to have a physical understanding on what energy is. Physics before Metaphysics, as it were …

We have the basic Law of the Conservation of Energy that says that energy (like matter) can neither be created nor destroyed. And then there are the two basic forms of energy, kinetic (motion) and potential (stored). But the interesting part I have come across in my studies of energy are the laws of thermodynamics. The very nature of them sounds vampiric, but I’m sure they can be adapted to suit the non-vampiric energy worker as well.

First Law of Thermodynamics states that under the law of conservation of energy, any form of energy exchange simply means that one type of energy is transformed into another as a form of chemical reaction.

The Second Law of Thermodynamics states that any time work is done, a portion of the starting energy is going to be lost as heat. And the third law simply states that as a consequence of the first two laws, absolute zero exists.

There are also some equations that may be useful but I think they should be put in Exploring Energy 2. Granted I am still learning about all this, so if there are some errors I made in stating the laws, you all can post comments and let me know…

Exercise 1

Rub your hands together and then slowly bring them apart to see if you can feel, sense the pulsing energy/vibrations created between them. Not the heat, but the actual vibrations of energy. Close your eyes if you need to.

Exercise 2

Lie still and visualize your whole body filling with liquid or air, and then direct it to your hand, but don’t let it through, let it fill up your hand, and if its liquid, it would probably feel a great deal heavier, and if its air it would probably feel lighter.

Once you’re done with the excercises you can journal your progress and sensations, and tweak them and give them more detail, visualization is the key.